My life is falling apart.
My life is falling apart.
I really need to get my shit together!
So… An update! Sorry for lacking on posting! My first week at my new job kept me pretty busy.
So, the week, work-wise. It wa a lot of fun. The people in my new building are AWESOME. I expected it to be a lot more corporate-style but people are just as laid back, the dress code is the same. If anything, it’s a little less professional than my other building. Of course, in this building everyone is in there 20s and 30s and the other building was more of a 40+ crowd. I really think I’m going to enjoy it.
The week, food-wise. Not so good. Gonna leave it at that. Now that things have calmed down, I’m going back to meal prep for this week!
The week, workout-wise. Also not so good. I wanted to spend as much time with my boyfriend as possible before his schedule changes, so I skipped the gym to spend time with him most days. I don’t regret this, once his schedule changes I will have all the time in the world to workout. It was one week for me to get allllll the cuddles in, and I took full advantage. The gym can have me for the rest of the year now.
The week, otherwise. I had a lot of fun this week. Saw my boyfriend every single day except Friday. Yesterday we went apple picking and hiking. (So I got a little exercise in.) I also saw some Frieda yesterday and that was fun.
I’m feeling really good lately. A lot less anxious/scared about things.
I’m just happy. Happy with work. Happy with my friends. Happy with my boyfriend.
I’ve never had everything going good all at once.. And that is where the little bit of anxiety I do have is coming from, hah.
Looking forward to the future though, for once, and it feels good.
Crazy week! Detailed post coming soon.
Well this is my first day in my new department. So far I’m just watching people handle claims and take calls. It looks difficult, but I think I’ll be able to catch on.
Went out with a couple of my new co-workers for lunch and that was fun. Went with Zach who was on my team in my other department, Rick who will be training me and bought my lunch, and Nick who is a senior rep. Everyone seems really cool, and its a younger crowd than my old department which is nice.
Anyway, that’s how today is going. Had a fun weekend with the boyfriend. Still scared about when we will be working opposite schedules… Asked him how he is doing today and he said “ok ish,” so I’m a little worried…
Took my before pictures. Just gotta get them on to the computer, and then post them here.
My name: Evelyn
Age: 23 at the end of the month
My highest weight: 195
My lowest weight: 140
My current weight: 188
I’m doing the fitblrpush challenge in hopes that it will help keep me motivated and accountable!
I’d like to follow other people doing the challenge as well!
My ex-boyfriend has been in jail since April/May. He is 31 years old. He has spent 10 year of his adult life in prison, not consecutively, but sentences ranging from 1 year to 5 years. I met him 4 days after he got out from his 5 year sentence.
Anyway, I’m sure one day I’ll get into why I dated someone I knew was a former gang member felon, but that day is not today.
ANYWAY. He sent me a letter. I havent spoken to him in 8-9 months. When he got arrested, I signed up to go visit him but I could never bring myself to go.
I am over him. I am over our relationship. I will never be able to get over the fact that I wasn’t able to fix him. And in some ways, I feel I ruined him even more. I will always care for him and want the best for him.
My mom texted me that all the envelope says is “Evelyn, please read this” and “happy birthday.”
I’m afraid of what it might say inside.
One day I will learn that people can’t be fixed, and it is not my fault.